morning msg the fyp teammate and one of them reply me.

and scold me saying that everytime i decide everything on my own.

nv ask them. saying that everytime last min tell them things

saying that i always show attitude to them.

scold me all the vugar.

its reali hurt when i saw all this msg..

i reali damn sad.

i did so much things, everytime msg them waste all the money.

jus to ask them when they wan to meet for fyp.

NO ONE REPLY

then wan to msn them.

NO ONE ONLINE

everytime waited and waited.

they all always nv reply till the next day.

when i nid to email back to the PI, i have to wait til 1 day to reply.

u tink the PI will wait for all the reply meh

stil say that i didnt forward the email to them.

please la.

you wan to see all the email?

i didnt delete cos i know there will be one day someone will say this.

i forward all msg to them.

but who reali go read every mail tat i send?

STILL WAN TO BLAME ME!

other then email.

meet up.

to meet them up for fyp,

have to wait for all to be free den meet

YOU REALI THINK THERES SO MUCH TIME TO WASTE AR?

say im not a gd leader.

with me presentation sure die!

SO YOU MEAN U CAN DO BETA THEN ME?

will you can wake up early to check mail 1st b4 go work?

will u can come home straight jus to check mail after work?

will u tink of emailing the PI asap, whenever there is internet?

will u go out and shopping and stil sending email using Mac internet to reply email?

will u always take off from work to do ur fyp meeting, when it always takes 2-3hrs ONLY?

if u can do it and do it beta then i will raise white flag to u.

I don mind be a teammate jus like u all.

so free.

so easy.

wait for leaders to do everything.

jus do the tings that benefits urself.

and not for the others.

care about only ur OWN performance

don care whether the rest gt get the information when they are absent.

jus like tat day i didnt go for ONE of the meeting.

they didnt even send me wad they did that day until i ask them.

scold me WTF, WTH, WHO U TINK U ARE.

this reali sad bcos of 2 points.

1: i work so hard but in the end get onli scolding

2: acts like a close fren to me. but say tat "i cant stand ur attitude! u always show attitude"

when those who knows me shld know all the attitude tat i have was joking onli.

close frens?

hah. what is fren?

i don tink i will trust anymore frens.

except my buddies and besties!

I cry like hell in the bus, cos she msg me when im on the way to work.

words keep come onto my mind, makes me reali feels like crying out loud.

hate them all!

i wish i can drop out of the sch immediately.

but i cant

stil gt one more fyp with them

i dono how to survive with them

its totally sux.